Waking up kinda down!!!

    Today I woke up not really wanting to get out of bed,,,, I wanted to sleep the day away. But the children were needing to get up and ready for school... so duty called.. Up and at em I went..  I now sit here thinking that I wish that I had help doing even the little things for the kids.. I dont want to seem lazy ..or like I cant do it myself... but its nice to have help right?   I will not be broken any more ,,, I will get my strength back and do all the needs to be done... Thats my job.